12-Aug-2006 |
Mimi Is One |
by CB Smith
Each one is one. There are many. Each one is one. There are many. Some of them are loving. Some of them are completely loving. One of them is completely loving. This one is living in loving being existing in that one and loving is existing in that one, completely existing in that one. That one is loving and is completely existing in loving being completely existing in that one and in the one that one is loving and in that one who is the one loving that one. This one is one completely existing as loving is completely existing in that one and one other one. Each one is one. There are many of them. Each one is different from any other one of them. Each one is one being living. Some are ones loving. Some are ones believing in loving. Some are ones believing in loving and marrying and having children. Some of such of them are ones believing in working and believing in every one. Some of such of them are ones working and getting sick then and going on believing in everything in which they have been believing. One being such a one was one loving. She was one believing in something, she was one believing in working and marrying and having children and believing in all that she had been believing. She believed in changing in some things. She believed in something. She was loving. She was working. She was marrying. She was having children. She was believing in all she had been believing. She was one believing in something. She was a sick one. She believed then in what she had been believing. She could be certain that she could be content to let some go on doing what they were doing. She was certain she could be content to have some come to be doing other things than the things they were doing. She did come to be certain that she could wait for something, for any one to go on doing what they were doing, for some to come to be doing some other thing than the thing they were doing. She was one having children. She did have three of them. She was one working. She got sick then. She was one beginning again working. She was one then coming to be completely a sick one. She was one then believing what she had been believing. She was one loving, she was one marrying. She was one believing in something and she went on believing in that thing. She went on believing in all she had been believing. In living she was believing in that thing believing in doing that loving. She was believing that not anything was changing in being one being loving. She went on believing that thing. She changed her mind some. She was loving and she was certain that any one doing that thing any one loving was the one not doing that thing not doing anything for loving. She went on believing that thing. She changed her mind some about some little things. She was loving and she was marrying and she was sick then and she had three children and she believed in everything in which she had always been believing. She had always been believing in working, she believing in that thing. She had always been believing that loving and marrying and having children was something that was happening, she believed in believing that thing. She believed that in doing anything nothing was changing, she believed that in arranging living any one would do that thing would arrange the living they were believing in. She went on believing in the things in which she was believing. She changed her mind about some little things and she said then that she had changed her decision. She believed in that thing she believed in working and marrying and having children and in believing in the things in which she had been believing. She was working and loving then and marrying and being sick then and working and having children and being sick then and she was believing then in the things in which she had been, in which she was believing. Each one is one there are many of them. Some are liking what they are doing. Some are completely liking what they are doing. Some are loving and are completely liking that thing are completely liking loving. One was loving some one and was completely liking that thing liking loving that one. This one was completely loving that one and was completely liking that thing completely liking loving that one. This one the one loving and being loved then was one completely liking that thing completely liking loving and being a loved one. There are very many being living. Each one is one. Each one is one being
that one. Each one is like some. Each one is one. There are very many
of them. There are many kinds of them. Each one is one. Each one is that One is one and that one is one quite loving. This one is one needing enough of that thing enough of loving so that that one is not needing too much, needing to be doing everything. This one is one who was quite enjoying loving. She was loving. She was marrying again then. She was quite needing that thing, needing marrying so that she would not be needing too much doing everything. She was marrying and she was needing marrying. She was doing everything and she was needing that thing she was needing doing everything. Any one doing everything can be needing that thing needing doing everything. She was needing that thing she was needing doing everything. In loving she was marrying, she was doing everything. In marrying she was doing everything. She was doing everything. She was marrying, she was needing that thing she was needing marrying. She was moving in every direction in doing everything. She was loving in marrying. She was marrying in doing everything. She was doing everything in moving in every direction. She was needing being such a one. She was moving in every direction. She was loving. She was marrying. She was needing doing everything. She was not beginning, she was not suffering, she was not loving, she was not winning, she was going on and that was exciting, exciting enough for any living continuing. She was not sacrificing, she was not seizing, she was not losing, she was not winning, she was winning in every direction, she was not gay then, she was not exciting then, she was moving then moving in every direction, she had courage for that thing, courage for being that one, she had courage in going on living, she had courage in moving in every direction, she had courage in not winning, she had courage in not losing, she had courage in not sacrificing, she had courage in not seizing, she had courage in not being exciting, she had courage in moving in every direction, she had courage in being one loving, she had courage in being one marrying. She had courage. She had courage in being one not being a gay one, she had courage in moving in every direction, she had courage in being one moving in every direction, she had courage in being one going on living, she had courage. She was one being living, she could be exciting and then some one could remember that she had not been one being exciting. She had courage then. She could be kissing and any one could be remembering that she had not been completely being fascinating. She had courage then. She could be succeeding and any one could be pleased then and could be remembering that thing, remembering that she always had had courage in going on being living. She was lively and any one could remember that she could be a lively one. Any one could remember she had courage. Any one could remember that thing. Some are living and they might if they went on living they might then not be liking that thing. Some are living and they might if they went on living they might then be liking that thing. One went on living and was happier then happier than any one. That one went on living and went on then being happier than any one. That one was then that one, one being happier than any one ever had been in being one being living. Some are living and they might if they went on living they might then not be liking that thing. One of such of them was one going on living and she went on quite liking that thing and she was one not completing that thing not completing liking that thing liking living but she went on living and she was liking that thing and certainly then there was no reason why she should not be liking that thing, she went on living and she was liking that thing. She would be one going on being living even though she could understand
something of any one coming to be dying. She did go on being living although
she could tell any one how any one could come to be a dead one. She went on being living, she did that thing with enough decision, she did that thing with decision enough to be one being one doing everything, doing everything enough, doing anything just enough. She was one whom some one married and then they had a child born to them and that child was one she was having with her and she was then finding everything a little irregular. She said the things she should say then, she did the things she should do then. Sometimes she was repeating other things, sometimes she was changing her opinion, always she was changing her opinion, she was decided enough then to say something, she did say that thing, she told then the whole of that thing the whole of that opinion. She was satisfied with being living. Being living is not satisfying is
not completely satisfying, any one listening was hearing some explanation
of this thing. She was satisfied with being living. She was satisfied
with marrying. She was satisfied with being a married one. She was satisfied
with her husband who was quite a satisfying man. She was Each one is one. Each one is that one. Each one is one. Each one expressing an opinion is expressing that thing that opinion. One is expressing an opinion, one is expressing a suspicion. She is expressing the whole of that thing. She is clearly having that thing, that suspicion, that opinion. She is one clearly having that thing having that suspicion, that opinion. She is that one the one having that expression, that opinion and clearly expressing that thing that suspicion, that opinion. She is completely loving, completely lovelily loving. She is that one. |
| Life for CB Smith began in a southern part of the northern hemisphere where the heavy misted skies threatened to strangle him in swamps of crocodile infested feculent. Abandoned at birth by Trotskyite revolutionaries he was picked up by a wild crazy eyed trader and transported to a remote Indian jungle where he was raised by a band of itinerate lion-tailed macaque monkeys trying to write Hamlet using IBM Selectric Typewriters. Thus began his life. His essays, surreal fiction, and book reviews, have been published in various worldwide e-zines and magazines. He continues to publish under more pseudonyms than possible for a normal human. He is therefore far from normal. His novel/memoir/treatise Still Life With Psychotic Squirrel will be published September, 2006, by Six Gallery Press. |